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2/4/2012

I had drunk last9...
N I jz cry after home....
Mummy come talk wif me again....
Mummy say if I tgt wif u ....
U aso won't care me edy ....
Is dats wad I really wan ??
I say no...
Mummy say is I think till u too gud...so I oni keep cnt let go...
I cry ....
Mummy say I can't walk wif u is actually we not match...
I am a gal keep need ppl tam me.need guy syg me....
But nw I angry ,u won't care edy...
I drunk I call u...
I heard alot gal laugh around...
I found dat .i jz a silly gal...
U edy so happy...
So was for I held it?
I so sad beer at station1...
U at outside laugh ...
I drunk ....
U totally dun care abt it edy...
B4 drive bek,I cry in car ....
I really so sad....
U not here anymore ...
N I know u totally no feelings ler...
The ppl who care is oni me...
The ppl who cry is oni me...


2am ONI reach home...
Mum wait me at home...
I cry very loud....
My mum come over my room talk wif me...
She talk alot...
I feel really so meaningful...
I jz always think hw gud r u b4...
Mummy dun slp aso acc me kinggai from 2am till 4.30am....
She know I cnt let go yet...
I know I can find a better....
Since u chg to a guy don care me ...
From datime I tell myself.don gif fake hope to myself edy....

The next day(today)...
8am wake up n go afamosa ply ....
Bz ply...
Bz laughing wif fren ....
Being cupido along....
After wake up .i really no tears ler...
I tot I can let go ler....
At nite.we go cowboy show...
At end gt firework.i jz cnt hold my tears....
I dunno y....
I jz drop my tears ....
I jz curi curi wipe off...
Don let 
Till I saw yan mei n her bf....
Her bf 在马路背她....
I rmb lastime my slipper spoil .u aso bag me till my house....
Haha...
I jz hold my tears...
I feel I so hard feel,u won't b thr ....
Her bf look alike u ...
Tall tall n abit fatty ...
Haha....
But u slim Dit ....
Jz nw yan mei appear,n saw I writing blog.ask me y I still wan write smtg like dat mk myself more suffer....
I jz wan dropping my word ...
To express my feelings...
I know u won't b back....
I know I should not tears drop again again n again...
I tot go travel.i won't think of u again...
But I jz gt think of u ...
Even jz a small matter..

Can u walk out of my memory ??
I really dunwan u appear on my brain again ....
I hope I can 失忆....
I hope I won't rmb anything of me n u ....

Now I dunwan u come bek ler...
I wan u get far far away from my memory oni...
Pls....

Now I sitting bside swimming pool ...
Writing my blog...
I hope u won't appear in my brain in this few month ....
Jz few month pls....
Don come mk me tears drop everyday....
I very tired...

1.23am..
2nd April 2012
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