ღ【♀♂JθcёLyŋ.Küaŋ】の心情语言ღ

today keep calling to SEGI admin....

ask for my time table...

i tot 2mr start course edy....

he had call me bek ...

ask me :'u nt study for degree?'

i say yar ,i degree,if nt still diploma meh...

haha...

then he oni say 2mr startimg is diploma,nt degree...

Ooo~!!

Hak sei,gud aso...

can let my eyes rest more ....

Haha....

Think bek all again,

i mz thx to him...

If nt bcoz of him,i wont so brave go do all the thing i wont mk it b4...

n he let me know...

a guy wan chg,really very fast ....

after break up oni can see a guy clearly ~!!

I tot he will same as me ,calm down...

study n wrk 1st,n think wad partner need ,oni go for the next...

mayb he edy like the gal b4,so without me,he can flirt the gal ...

Mayb lastime we tgt,he aso jz feel lonely ,wan a gal acc him...

but now he feel he nonid me edy,so jz dump me aside...

n chase a gal very nearby him...

all my caring n love is shit ...

Post out the ship to him edy....

so so so so regret...

can ask poslaju company reverse back to me ??

Haha...

I miss him,he miss the siao mei mei...

Haha...

jz now chating wif cousin in UK~!!

feel she is rite ...

看不到未来的人，要来干嘛??

He putting all false on me...

then he go happy happy flirt other...

i so sad bcoz i mk him run away ??

is he search for a new target n run away....

arh...

y i so stupid to blame myself?

all fren told me ,nt ur false ..

is he jin ...

he jz a asshole...

ya,mayb u all r rite....

mum told me,

he jz family rich ,he still gt wad else??

wrk n study aso keep say stress stress stress...

stress then simply scold ppl ~!!

did u try to wrk n buy stuff urself ?

i think u not ...

Do u dare to tell the gal u repeat n repeat so u cnt continue ur diploma at tarc n go bek ktn？

u keep repeat n repeat ,i still support u go on ur diploma...

then ?i no dump u n u dump me ...

wahhh....

so gud...

nvm ...

thx to let me know

rely on u is i stupid...

blif in u is i naive.....

lastime feel cnt find a guy better than u ,sorry...

now i nt think lidat...

pls think properly...

can u find a gal wont 嫌弃u when u no car ,no money ,no cert ??

is i love u b4,i dun care u no car ,no money at begining ...

wan u take ur car to kl is bcoz my sis start nug me keep use her car ~!!

if u still dun take car down,we cnt date anymore...

so ??

i dun think i am a bad gal ...

u oni is the bad guy ....

put blame on other when u find new target~!!

I wan to tell u ..

I can live happy without u !

I can study better than u ~!

Even Get a bf better than u ~!!

U not worth my tears~!!

Gud9

Add On after writing this blog :

刚刚很生气的写了一堆你的错,

真的很生气，觉得自己爱错人，觉得选错认，为什么那么爱你，你却酱对我...

跟妈妈说，你贱人，我恨你...

不过说真的，真的真的很谢谢你以前爱过我...

谢谢你在爱过之后也让我看清楚你...

让我真的舍得调头走了....

我不会在留在原地问；‘为什么？为什么？’

真的知道原来我们真的不了解对方....

我看不清楚你，甚至不了解你....

下午很生气，觉得为什么要酱对我....

但是想想下，其实你没有错....

已经分手了，喜欢去flirt，去干吗都可以...

只是生气原来分手前你就开始骗我了...

我相信1年2个月前你对我的爱是真的....

疼我是扮不出来的....

对我的爱，是真的....

但是当你回去后，你骗了我多少次，我都不懂了...

也不想去懂了....

你骂我得时候，我就懂了...

我就懂你心变了...

多了一个她出来吧...

不知道你是真心喜欢她，还是想随便找个女朋友罢了呢??

对我而言，不重要了...

知道你离开了，是那么的轻佻的去flirt 其他女生....

知道原来以前分手前的你都是一直在敷衍我，骗我..

就足够了...

让我知道，原来我离开是对的选择....

你思想太幼稚了，你不是爱一个人，才追求...

你是因为寂寞，才去追求...

我不敢肯定自己在今年不会去开始新的感情...

但是我可以肯定，我会想好好，什么是我想要的，才去决定要不要开始一段感情...

我不会容许自己和你一样，

因为寂寞，即使自己不了解对方，就随随便便的说我可以追你吗??

我不像你，因为要女朋友，就随便选择一个伴侣...

我不可以，我不是小孩子了...

我真的办不到....

现在的我，真的不想把话题都放在你身上了...

因为真的放手了....

一个分手后那么快就可以去flirt女生的你，我觉得好陌生....

我不懂其实，当初爱的你，是一个怎样的男生...

只是知道现在的你，已经是个轻佻，不成熟的男生...

我走了，心死了，眼泪干了...

希望以后，我们都成熟了，都长大了，我们还可以出来聊天,还是朋友...

但是不是现在...

还是谢谢你，成为我生命中的一个过客，黄腾辉.......