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1.55am
7th April ...
Lying on bed n writing my blog is a part of my life now...
I had post out all parcel to customer today....
Lately cnt drive....
So mz mafan my daddy fetch me go poslaju thr >.<
I had post out the 1 pieces ship to him ....
No matter what my fren say...
Jz feel ,b4 I buy for u to show hw much I care abt u ....
Now aso same,send to u ,to prove I very care abt u b4....
now is u don care ler...
Mayb thr is a "her" waiting for u ...
I still gt dream abt u ....
Dream dat u come kl find me...
We go out dinner n yc as usual wad we did b4...
It won't b real anymore =)
Actually we edy hv 3 month din hold each other hand edy ....
Lastime I meet u ,u aso jz like to put ur hand on my shoulder ....
Dun even gif me a gudbye kiss edy...
Lastime when we wan leave,gudbye kiss is a very usual thing for us...
I jz kiss ur cheek....
Last kiss to u ...
I jz did a small operation ...
Nw cnt drive edy .....
Mz everyday hide in room ...
Slp,eat ,slp n eat ==...
Eat med till vomit ....
But nw wad happen to me.edy nonid told u ler....
I hope u will SMS me ,ask me,hw r u ??
But u won't....
I know it.lol
Dun think too much of him Jo ....
Mayb I death ,he aso won't care u anymore,stupid !!
Now everyday lye at home wif my father....
He very hot temper .mum go mcd yc wif fren , n call him ask him wanna eat supper or not ...
Then he simply scold again ....
I ask him izzit wan scold till all ppl who caring him run away oni happy ??
I say when u sick at hospital ,mum every morning ask me wake up to see u ...
Buy food for u ,so caring u ....
Y wan simply fatt LAN zha?
Dad say ;"even I cnt wrk I still every month gif 1900 to ur mum!"
Me :"even u sick ,u cnt wrk anymore,mum still take care n caring u...when I wan care abt him .he aso dun care n leave me ....
Dad said bcoz I stupid
I jz .......
He said "let go ba,he edy not appeciate u ....he not yours ,if he care abt u ,he scold u ,he will tam u ,if he not. Mean he edy not appeciate u..let go...!"
Feel so touching ,coz my dad won't say all these to us even he know wad happen to us,bt he know I get hurt seriously,he 1st time say all these to me ....
Mum aso used to kinggai wif me every9 now....
She always ask did him find u ?
I say no ...
Then she start say alot thing ....
lol....
If u no heart tgt bek wif me.i aso don hope u find me bek ....
Am I rite ??
dun gif a fake hope to me ler...
bcoz of dat hope,my heart still bleeding now....
I pay him everything i had~!!
EVERYTHING...
Wad I need to do I edy done ...
Thr no more thing I can do for him edy....
Last present n last caring ler....
take care ~!!
I will learn to b a better person ,for myself ....
Miss u still ..
Gud9....
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