ღ【♀♂JθcёLyŋ.Küaŋ】の心情语言ღ

It's rainny day in my heart 2day~!!

wake up in 7am n having breakfast wif dad n mum..

2day we fetching dad go UM ...

My dad nowadays everyday feel so tired...

and started blur blur...

bcoz kidney problem...

he need to start dialysis edy...

we around 9am reach um...

then the nurse tunjuk sini tunjuk sana...

making us go many diff department...

i really really hate govr hospital...

F**K~!!

then till mostly530pm oni let my dad go dialysis department...

after acc dad go the dept,me n mum join sis n her husband dinner...

n take some food to dad~!!

7pm we going bek to um visit dad...

dad do a operation n put a host on his neck ..

i see the blood on his head n ear...

i jz feel wanna cry...

i noe he feel hard...

he dun say bcoz he dunwan we worry...

then dad ask us go home rest...

coz me n mum rushing a whole day in UM edy...

he say he need to dialysis for 5 hrs

2molo can bek home edy...

my heart feel so hard ..

 see dad fom a very greedy ,always very happy..

turn to a slim,nt eat much n always tired look~!!

really make me tears drop ...

i hope after dialysis he will bcome better ...

go home rest ...

11pm dad call us again...

say the dialysis dept no bed let him slp...

WTF..

i very angry hear tis..

what F**king hospital is tis ??

a patient no bed to rest~!! 

ask dad slp at thse cacat chair...

me,sis n the husband straight away go hospital...

mum pack some thing bring to dad...

my sis go thr straight go inside scold the nurse...

complain complain...

me n dad sit at outside those chair ...

luckily bring a pack of biscuit to him...

he say he hungry coz din finish the dinner...

he tell me he life is so hard..

he had diabates,high blood pressure now kidney problem..

he say now he swollen saliva also pain...

haih...

i very sam tong my dad ...

nwadays life really make me feel hard..

My j.collection all customer complain complain..

i not free hw i post all thing out .. 

for my study,i try my best to do..

really no heart study n 2day the whole day i also no time to study...

for my bf,feel he chg alot...

Now i oni noe y ppl working ppl will chg...

It damn real...

I very moody when i hear my dad say he no bed to rest..

i tell my bf,he tell me oo,he wan go slp..

WTF....

I wan say ,if a gf moody,u slp less awhile ntg d gua ...

nvm le...

lastime the bf dat who caring me alot really no more...

Now we din meet each other ,n i started feel wer is the love btw us now?

when i more care n care abt him,he also nt care me...

24hrs per day,he jz gave me 3 hrs ..

8pm to 11pm ..

dats all ...

mrning or noon,he wont sms me or call me...

till 7pm++ oni say i bek home le...

dats all for us nw...

i really feel so sad,slping is more important than gf mood ~!!

NVM le...

i start to tell myself...

he don care y should i care ?

nw he dun msg or call me,i also nvm ...

jz see hw we will b bah~!!

To maintain a long distance relationship ?

seem like is jz i keep remain it... 

1yrs 4 month relationship is more thinner than a paper...

But who care ?

I care!

HE DONT!!

It's my Rainny Day 2day..

Gud9