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2nd  week edy ~!

Back to my same routine~

The only thing change is I ever night also going out find my fren yc..

I donwan stay at home and think about you anymore.

Time pass so fast~

Everyday I still dream about same matter~

I everyday also dream that you coming back to me again…

Then I scold you….

Haha….

But I think that wasn’t a good thing..

Mean that I still hope u coming back neither.

Every morning when I awake I was in a bad mood…..

Sometime  I will think ..

What u doing right now ?

Flirting girl ? since actually u very like to flirting around…

Now u can flirt many many as you like …

Some time mayb you feel that I very annoying…

The gal flirt with u very good…

Never disturb u when u work…

But she wasnot ur gf…

Sure she wont…

If she become ur gf ??

Does she did the same ??

But all these thing is non of my business….

 

How good if I never been tgt with u ?

Tgt 5 years u only leave..

You know how hurt is it ?

 I think u dunno…

Coz u totally no feeling..

Coz u edy don love me …

I should realize it and wake up early.

U longtime never hold my hand…

Never hug me tight..

Never gif me a goodbye kiss…

Because I grow fat ??
Because I not pretty as I was 22 ,23?

 

Wake up YYK~!

Something not belong to u …

U hold so hard also useless..

He edy come back and leave on 2nd time..

What should u aspect ?

WAKE UP FROM DREAM NOW..

GO BACK TO REALITY YYK~

总会有对的人在眼角~

 

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我再也哭不出来!

昨天无意间看到他的Instagram,
平时和我说超忙的,
分手很伤心,
还是很爱我,
结果?
去clubbing了!
caption "party ppl 😁😁😁😁"
看到那个caption就知道他梦寐以求了很久!

我眼泪立刻流了下来!
觉得自己太笨了!
自己在家哭,
在家想念他,
他早已经出去玩了!
他现在很开心了!

一开始我真的躲在file room 里面哭,
但是我现在知道了,
他走了,
他很快活,
为何我还要自己哭泣?
我也要走啦!
我不会留在原地等你,
贱人!
渣男!

 I think we just be bk friend.I know im still love u plus i think this is the best situation for us. I know i treated u very bad this few month. Cas i really dont deserve that u care me more than i care u. At start i really hate ppl touch my phone cas of u i let u touch. I really try to chg myself to wt u like. Bt i cant. I really hard to control myself. Nt just u emo u cry recently. I aso same with u. I really a very big emotional ppl. I just act in front of many ppl and u too. I just dont wan ppl to worry me. U know when u cry i feel i damn useless cant stay by your side. I always blame myself y i so failure always letting u cry. Everytime argue i always close your phone i know is my wrong bt if i nt close  the phone i scare i will keep scolding u or i will say out the break up word. I really scare losing u again. When u emo or u up sad i will start insomnia i really cant slp. I dont know why i just cant calm down myself just to tam u. I keep remind myself must control my eq just nt to link my stress when talk or app u. When insomnia i keep think alot of thing. That time my app status put give up or proceed. That time i start struggle myself already at end i choose proceed cas i tgt with u for 4 year plus already. Cas u told me before long relationship is a hard war. I know u always complain u the 1 who fighting the war i just act ntg and just do ntg. I gt do alot of thing bt mostly it seem ntg to u bt it really will get better for future 1. I know u always insecure. I aso know is my fault to make u dont trust me anymore. Bt till now i really no go know any new gal or go and contact any gal kind friend. I asoless go out entertain my friend. Bt u still unsecured...

 

now tell you!!

fuck off MR.WONG TENG HUI!

i never forget all bullshit reasons you told me!!

you lie is fake ,

I choose to believe you lastime is because I love you!!

but don think I am a fool ..

asshole 

 

BYE!!

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近把自己累垮了!

放工,运动,喝茶,再回家睡觉!

一直重复不让自己有时间去想!

但是我真的很累!

很想休息!

我很想忘记你!

最近发梦都梦见你!

昨天还梦到我求你妈妈帮我去挽回你!

但是我知道我不会那么做,

你都放弃了,我还坚持什么?

我想起我们一起美好回忆,

你也应该忘了吧!

你也许有了新女友,

我也无话可说!

反正这一个月你都不理我,

你都霍出去了吧!

 

但是我真的很累了!

我不想去记得了!

可以不要再回来吗?

我累了,我累了!

我讨厌你!

渣男!负心汉!

倒数9 天!

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今天竟然落泪啦!

其实除了第一第二天哭惨了,

我就没有哭过了!

可能心死了吧!

当我知道他妈妈来了kl,

我猜他也下来了,

直接影响了我的情绪!

我想起以前很多很多的事情!

之前就算没有车,他也会搭车去我做partime的地方买寿司给我,

如果一切都没有改变,

那该多好?

我希望他不是关丹人,

那是不是一切都不同了呢?

眼泪也落下了!

不明白为什么可以说变就变!

总觉得他的分手,

是planning好了的!

男人,说走就走!

女人?

接受吧!

 

加油邱燕君!

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今天眼泪没有停过~!

广工了.....

我刚刚才升职加薪,

原以为很开心,

但是他却走了,

第2次了。

 

我知道我很笨,

全部都说他不是很好,

我也知道其实他对我没有很好,

什么都欺瞒着我~

但是我还是不离开他,

因为我很重感情,

我现在才知道重感情只会害死自己~

 

我把他什么都放第一位,

只要他说来kl,

我就把那个档期留给他,

工作我也是觉得随便就好了,

反正多2年也是嫁去关丹。

现在什么都没有了

 

他的信息我没有回复,

不是我不在乎,

不是我不爱他了,

是我真的很伤了,

我不知道还可以怎样回复~

 

告诉自己,

燕君,够了,

如果爸爸还在,爸爸会心疼的~

妈妈和姐姐都很担心,

他们说一个男人如果不能承受压力和你分手,

以后呢?离婚吗?

他还没有成熟~

我可以和他一起成长,

但是他都不坚持了,

我还需要坚持什么?

 

君,放下吧~

你累了,

很累很累了~

够了~

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我又回来这里了.

我又失恋了~

同一个人,同样的放开我2次~

5年的时间,5年的青春~!

想象过和他进入教堂~

想象过太多~

如今却完了,

我的心碎了.

 

我的心真的很痛....

我没有回复他分手的信息~

我只想留回一点尊严给自己~...

 

是你一次又一次的放弃我~

我会自己过得好好的。

谢谢你

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现在在ss3的佛光山寺庙….

妈妈来念经,

要念5个星期,

到爸爸尾七….

 

我没有上去念经

我在receiption 那里做assignment~!!

其实自己本身都不喜欢念经

=P…

没有那个耐心…..

 

assignment到闷了,

我开回爸爸照片来看….

眼泪又流了….

真的很想念他….

前几天,载妈妈去姑妈家

姑妈的朋友问我姑妈,:你弟弟是怎么过世..’

我姑妈说不要问了,因为她不想说

我看见我姑妈还是很心疼她的弟弟才55岁就离世了

妈妈说她想起爸爸的脚一直流血,她心很痛

我没有去看爸爸的脚

因为我真的很心疼….

从小到大,他是最疼的就是我,姐和妈

我知道如果可以选,他不会那么早离开….

但是他已经撑到很辛苦了….

最近妈妈都都开着厨房灯睡觉

是寂寞吗?

太黑她会寂寞而想起爸??

我知道她还是很不开心的

希望妈妈可以开心点

爸爸也不希望她不开心

 

爸爸走前说安心的是我diploma已经毕业,

姐姐结婚了

但我后悔以前没有好好读书,

Degree都迟了毕业….

不然他可以看到我degree毕业

对不起….

没让你看见我degree毕业

但是我一定会尽早毕业,然后再去佛光山找你

告诉你,我真的毕业了

我可以帮你照顾妈妈了

不用担心妈妈….

他之前还告诉妈妈,

如果他走了,她可以找到好的就去吧

他不会怪她….

我也告诉妈,

如果真的找到,

我可以接受,

既然爸也可以接受,

如果妈妈开心,我也可以接受

我希望她开心 =)

 

爸爸,希望你安息….

谢谢你临走前为我们安排了一切

我们现在的生活都很好….

 

我们还是很想念你….

爸爸离开的第16…..

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