我再也哭不出来!

昨天无意间看到他的Instagram,
平时和我说超忙的,
分手很伤心,
还是很爱我,
结果?
去clubbing了!
caption "party ppl 😁😁😁😁"
看到那个caption就知道他梦寐以求了很久!

我眼泪立刻流了下来!
觉得自己太笨了!
自己在家哭,
在家想念他,
他早已经出去玩了!
他现在很开心了!

一开始我真的躲在file room 里面哭,
但是我现在知道了,
他走了,
他很快活,
为何我还要自己哭泣?
我也要走啦!
我不会留在原地等你,
贱人!
渣男!

 I think we just be bk friend.I know im still love u plus i think this is the best situation for us. I know i treated u very bad this few month. Cas i really dont deserve that u care me more than i care u. At start i really hate ppl touch my phone cas of u i let u touch. I really try to chg myself to wt u like. Bt i cant. I really hard to control myself. Nt just u emo u cry recently. I aso same with u. I really a very big emotional ppl. I just act in front of many ppl and u too. I just dont wan ppl to worry me. U know when u cry i feel i damn useless cant stay by your side. I always blame myself y i so failure always letting u cry. Everytime argue i always close your phone i know is my wrong bt if i nt close  the phone i scare i will keep scolding u or i will say out the break up word. I really scare losing u again. When u emo or u up sad i will start insomnia i really cant slp. I dont know why i just cant calm down myself just to tam u. I keep remind myself must control my eq just nt to link my stress when talk or app u. When insomnia i keep think alot of thing. That time my app status put give up or proceed. That time i start struggle myself already at end i choose proceed cas i tgt with u for 4 year plus already. Cas u told me before long relationship is a hard war. I know u always complain u the 1 who fighting the war i just act ntg and just do ntg. I gt do alot of thing bt mostly it seem ntg to u bt it really will get better for future 1. I know u always insecure. I aso know is my fault to make u dont trust me anymore. Bt till now i really no go know any new gal or go and contact any gal kind friend. I asoless go out entertain my friend. Bt u still unsecured...

 

now tell you!!

fuck off MR.WONG TENG HUI!

i never forget all bullshit reasons you told me!!

you lie is fake ,

I choose to believe you lastime is because I love you!!

but don think I am a fool ..

asshole 

 

BYE!!

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